but i'm leaving my internship this thursday and as stressed as I was, they really liked me; they appreciated me.
it almost brings me to tears when people see success in me because seeing it in myself is not enough;
i also think i may have low self esteem because i like when people like me and want me around. i think the fact i avoid rejection makes me that more scared of it;
but this isn't a sad entry, it's a happy one.
my professional success means the world to me because it is my world.