IF U SEE K-A-H-L-I-L (vilain_garcon) wrote,
IF U SEE K-A-H-L-I-L
vilain_garcon

AHHHHHH (scream of excitement)

I'm always so reluctant to exclaim my joy because I don't want to jinx myself;

but i'm leaving my internship this thursday and as stressed as I was, they really liked me; they appreciated me.

it almost brings me to tears when people see success in me because seeing it in myself is not enough;

i also think i may have low self esteem because i like when people like me and want me around. i think the fact i avoid rejection makes me that more scared of it;

but this isn't a sad entry, it's a happy one.

my professional success means the world to me because it is my world.
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